So instead of being annoyed or triggered, i gave up on my original account. I gave up almost a decade of Skyforge and my Conqueror's Blade items and bought a season pass on my second account.
I did this because Conqueror's blade is juist fun. I enjoy the battles a lot and there really isn't many games like it. It's not takening me long to level and in some retrospective i feel that I should know my own character names for account mishaps.
Am defeated? I don't feel it, I feel good and pushing on